Me and dh haven't been getting on and I really want to end up but he keeps threatening to taking custody of our child. Since our lo was born sex has been beyond awful, I've never said no to him but he has to me many many a time, he uses porn. I now don't have sex with him, he tries it I've told him I can't feel it and it's really not for me anymore. He isn't big down there so blames himself, I just don't get any pleasure off him. I've turned into a really angry person in fact last week I punched the wall when I couldn't get something to work and broke my hand. I've started losing my temper with the kids. My first lo has problems, me and his dad have shared custody, he struggles with this and has developed a lot of problems and we see the doctor a lot. I can't do this to my other lo. The thing is I knew I shouldn't of married him, he cheated on me the week before our wedding. I blame myself but I hate him. He loves me, constantly tries to get my love and attention I just want to be alone. What can I do,? I'm really confused!
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