Now I'm sorry to drown myself in self pity but I have no idea who to get out of this horrible feeling.
I have a beautiful 1 and a half year old daughter, for the last 6 months I suffered with really bad depression. Evidently I pushed my partner away, but I've got to say he wasn't the best of help during it.
I've got myself in a frame of mind where I feel like I've controlled that, but to my surprise... He doesn't know if he wants me anymore.
For the last month he's been saying he doesn't feel it with us anymore but he loves me, then saying we will make it work and getting back with me. To only break up with me again the following weekend.
He literally again just done this yesterday says he needs a break from us and that it doesn't mean it's the end of us, he just needs time away.
So im sat in our house, with out child, surrounded by our memories and tbh I have no idea how to not feel sad. I just feel constantly sad, it's draining. In every way possible. I've never realised someone could have such a impact on my life. I just want to stop feeling like this. And to make matters worse my best friend is now sleeping with his best friend.... who oh coincidentally has just got up and left his pregnant girlfriend at the same time. So I can't even talk to her because it all just infuriates me. I feel so alone. Sorry to rant.
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Lilyem · 05/06/2016 00:33
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