I don't have the strength to explain all that has happened but here I am again.
I want divorce. I need divorce. I need him gone. I WANT him gone.
But I always give in. Cos somehow it is easier then seeing it through.
I know the hardest part will be actually getting him to move out but it IS so hard!
And the stress, the tension. The nastiness that envelopes the household.
My poor DC having to live in this veritable fog of foul moods and egg shells. Never knowing if he is going to play or just be catatonic on the sofa.
One minute he is laughing with Dd, the next a huge HUGE puffing sighing exhale as he shows his distinct exhaustion at the whole fucking world.
I don't even fucking like the guy. He has no redeemable qualities that I can see anymore.
But why can't I stick at it? Somehow he always breaks me before I manage to see it though.
I saw a lawyer a few months ago. Got my info. I know what I need to do but something is stopping me from pushing the big red 'get the fuck out of our lives' button.
And it's probably Dd.
I think she will hate me for taking daddy away. Cos he will tell her I did that.
Please help me. I come across all strong and feminist in life but I'm just a shitty little weak woman being bullied by a shitty wanker of a no good husband.
He is:
Rude (not the worst but I abhor rudeness!)
Passive aggressive
Depressive
Lazy
Financially controlling
Selfish - in many ways
Opinionated whilst not having his own opinion
Controlling
Demanding
Tired - all the time.
Disrespectful
Verbally abusive
Emotionally abusive
Emotionally devoid
There's more but I'm spent
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MooningIntoTheAbyss · 09/03/2016 22:31
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