I dont know whether its me being unreasonable or him to be honest!
DP quit smoking Dec 27th last year, he did so well, although we went to hell and back because of his mood swings. I stuck with it because he tried his bloody hardest to just stop. He did so well till June, after a few mc's, things got stressed we argued he went out and bought some fags. Later that day I found out I was pg again. Didnt want to tell him because he had previously told me that he was moving back home with his mum, didnt want the fact that I was pg to force him to stay. I told him in the end before the day was out, he apologised said he would never smoke again, told me he was unhappy in his job and he was really depressed.
We made the decision to move 200 miles back to his mums house (she moved abroad) so he could go back to his old Job he loved.
Since moving down here, he had a medical at the new doctors, he is only 25 yrs old, weighs almost 18 stone, gets out of breath walking up the stairs, and his blood pressure is dangerously high. Im scared out my mind oflosing him. I suffered with high bp when pg with DS and i ended up having a stroke, now Im apretty healthy 10stone 24 yr old! Anyway the doctor told him he needs to eat better, stop smoking and do more exercise.
About 3 weeks ago I got aphone call at home from a panicked DP, asking me to pick him up from work because he couldnt see. Apparently he went all dizzy and his eye sight slowly went for a few minutes, he was in a real panic and said he thought he was having astroke. He admitted to me when I picked him up he had been smoking at work for weeks, but again promised me he wouldnt do it anymore because that scared him. He still is smoking everyday. Ive told Him how scared I am oflosing him but hesays Im nagging.
But it doesnt stop there. 9 times out of 10 he wont eat lunch at work. So he gets home he'll eat something before tea (usually crap), then he will have tea with us, with abowl of ceareal after tea.
We usually go to bed around 11pm, he doesnt usually go to sleep till around 1am and between 11pm and 1am, he will eat chocolate, yogurts, crisps, cheese on toast then go to sleep. Ive tried explaining to him thats the worse time to eat because whatever he iseating is just laying down fat and clogging his arteries.
Last night we was talking about it and it got quite heated. I was nearly in tears trying to tell him I wasnt nagging I was scared to death of being left alone with a mortgage and 2 kids (28 wks pg and ds(4) I told him we have a baby on the way he needs to look after himself a bit better and get his blood pressure sorted.
He went onto to say "keep nagging i might listen, or then again it will just make me do it more" and off he went to eat a chocolate mousse!
When he came back up i'd turned over, cant realy remember what he was going on at me about, but he got into bed and said sarcastically "love you too" I didnt say anything back and he said "fuck you then you stupid bitch" (queue the tears)
I got up and went to sleep on the couch, he didnt come down and I spent alot of last night crying. This morning he asked was I pissed off because he didnt come running down after i threw my "drama queen act" and asked was I sleeping there again tonight. I shrugged my shoulders and avoided him as much as I could.
It feels like he doesnt care whether something happens to him. I hate the way he name calls it hurts. I just dont know what to do anymore, its causing endless arguments. Ive tried keeping all the junk out the house but I cant stop him going to the ship and buying it. What can I do, I love him alot, we will be having a new baby in 10 weeks time but Im scared hes not gonna make it to 30 yrs old. I watched my dear nan die from heart disease and its killing me to watch DP do this to himself
Please or to access all these features
Please
or
to access all these features
Mumsnet has not checked the qualifications of anyone posting here. If you need help urgently or expert advice, please see our domestic violence webguide and/or relationships webguide. Many Mumsnetters experiencing domestic abuse have found this thread helpful: Listen up, everybody
Relationships
DP's Health Causing Big Problems help!!
14 replies
julezboo · 29/11/2006 09:40
OP posts:
Please create an account
To comment on this thread you need to create a Mumsnet account.