I don't know what I'm hoping to achieve by posting this but I think I just needed to let out how I'm feeling.
I'm currently pregnant with my second child - unplanned. 'D'H and I have very recently decided that it's time to call time on our marriage as it's absolutely not working.
We are still living in the same house as there is a while left on our tenancy and it's giving us both chance to find suitable alternative accommodation as well as being financially beneficial to both of us at the moment, but we are sleeping in separate bedrooms and aren't spending any time together apart from what is necessary to make it all as easy as possible on DS.
H has decided to tell me when I finished work this afternoon that he's going out tonight. Fair enough, as that is not really any of my business any more. But he dropped into conversation a bit later that he'll not be coming home this evening. He wouldn't tell me where he was staying/who with. Obviously I suspect it's another woman, otherwise he'd have no reason not to just say "I'm staying at John's house".
I understand that he will eventually move on and find someone else but I would have thought he'd have the decency to at least wait till we were living apart/I wasn't still pregnant with his child, etc. Or maybe I am being ridiculous and I should leave him to it.
I feel so alone. I have no real friends I can speak to as I lost touch with everyone I was close to thanks to an ex. I've since struggled to make friends with anyone new. I just feel at such a loss.
This isn't how I planned my life or my children's lives. I'm such a failure. I wish I could change everything for the sake of my babies but I know I can't. I'm useless.
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MrsSheldonCooper2311 · 04/07/2015 20:26
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