I just need to rant so sorry if this make no sense..
I feel as though I'm having a breakdown I'm a single mum to dts 4
My ex left me two years ago for ow and still to this day it is tearing me apart to see that he get to live the life of Riley while I struggle to keep a roof over our heads infact I'm not struggling I've failed I'm being evicted at the end of May I work part time and have no spare cash to save for a deposit and I truely don't know what I'm going to do.
I have so many money worries that I'm now panicking as I have dcs nursery fees to pay which means I will have less to live on for the next month exdp gives me £50 fortnightly
And that's as far as his help goes he is suppose to have dcs eow but is just refusing to have them as he is going out I have work at the wkend an have nobody to look after them he is basically all the family if you like around me and I have to rely on him but I just hate the way that he can tell me he's not looking after them because he doesn't want to
We have had a major argument with him telling me to take the dcs to his mums then telling me to fuck off he doesn't want anything to do with us because I'm a bitch I've had enough of all the crap I have no one to turn to or speak to an I'm sitting here in tears while is laughing at me.
When he ha the dcs they do not stay at his as he says its to small and there is no room for them so I suggested that he stay here with them and I could go and stay with a friend who lives half an hour away but he's refusing to do it I need help an a break and when I say this to him it's never his problem because he says he doesn't live with them so there's nothing he can do and it's like I'm getting the and being punished for him leaving me where do I go from here.
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Tryingtocoverthegrey · 01/05/2015 21:57
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