I've been with DP for nearly 20 years and in all that time I guess you could describe him as 'volatile'. He's never been verbally or physically abusive but our relationship has deteriorated in the last few years - we were discussing whether to separate but we have stopped talking about it and are just cracking on with our lives really. His personality type is really up and down - the sort of person who takes offense easily and can be really rude to someone but then can also be charming and the life and soul of the party.
The good stuff is that we get on really well, love the same things and have a great time together. We laugh together a lot and have fun. He is also very generous in many ways financially (but I am not sure if this is also controlling). However, the slightest thing will put him in a bad mood and I don't know what to do. When we have a disagreement has accused me in the past of 'not listening' when he says he wants to be left alone and I want to talk things through. He then is coldly polite for days on end while he 'gets over it'. The things we disagree about are really minor - they are never arguments triggered by anything important but always by me saying some that is misinterpreted. E.g. earlier today I made a joke about some washing (he is very OCD about this) and he did a big dramatic sign and went quiet. When I asked him if he was OK as he was quiet he said he was fine but he obviously wasn't.
He often accuses me of not listening to me when he says that he has told me something before. I genuinely think he hasn't but he is always convinced that he has told me things and that I wasn't listening to him. He is the only person that makes me feel confused and unsure about things - I am a very confident person. Plus for the last few years we have not had sex. He has had various medical problems but he blames the deterioration in our relationship. But it feels to me as though he uses the withdrawal of affection as a weapon.
There is loads more but I don't want to bore everyone. Suffice to say he is at his mum's again tonight (she is elderly and needs care) and I am sitting here in tears because he left me feeling like I'd done something wrong and I don't know what.
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Alison100199 · 25/04/2015 20:00
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