hello everyone! I have been a long time lurker, and this forum has helped me greatly in the past just reading the posts. I now need help more than ever though, because I don't understand what's going on with me and I hope that you wise women could help me figure it out.
I was doing so well...After 5 years in a draining rel with a narcissist, I finally kicked him out, and for months I was doing so well. me and my DS were happy, relaxed, I finally got rid of that sense of guilt, of being always not good enough. I had some times when my child would act out, especially after seeing his dad, but hell, I was finally back in control of my life. I felt so happy.
I accomplished more in the last few months that in the whole time with him.
And something happened, something got broken in me and now I feel scared and inadequate again. we had more contacts with my ex, having him around has made felt once again incredibly weak, crazy, lost. I know it's him, but that feeling hasn't left me yet.
when will I feel better again?when am I going to breathe easily again? and, is this going to happen every time my DS will get to meet his dad more often than his usual routine? Obviously I cannot go non contact with him as he is very important to my ds, but then I need to find some coping mechanism because I cannot handle it as it is right now.
please, any advice or suggestion?
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pixieinthewoods · 01/03/2015 12:08
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