I've been married for a year an a half but with my husband for 5 and half years.
We have an 11 month old baby.
I work full time, 12 hr shifts. He works full time Monday to Friday.
Last year I had a close family member pass away for which I am still struggling at times to come to terms with.
Well, my husband now tells me (has for some time) that I don't appear to love him, I push him away when he's showing affection and I never want sex. He says he can't continue like this any more.
I find he's quite demanding, he will come to me when I'm busy or stressed or just got home from work and want to relax and wants attention.
He will say he wants a cuddle, so I give him a hug but then he will be very clingy and I feel smothered sometimes.
I told him time and again I don't like kissing him, because he has a prickly beard and moustache (quite recent thing).
He's said before when I've wanted to tend to the baby that "what about me I want some 'mummy' time?" When he wants attention he will tell me to put the baby away in her cot.
Sex is rare these days because I just don't feel like it. Why should I have sex just because he wants it and I don't really want to do if. In the past I have done it anyway and he complains I'm not into it. I can't win.
Last night after a cuddle but when it was apparent no sex was taking place he got out of bed and slept downstairs. He won't speak to me. Previously I have actually had to put up with what I would describe as tantrums from him because he says I push him away all the time.
Should I just do it anyway?
I honestly feel too tired or too depressed to have sex. Then on the odd occasion we do have sex he asks me to do things I really don't want to do. Sometimes I say no, sometimes I do it but really don't want to do it.
I feel depressed and still grieving for the loss of my family member, and want him to leave because I just don't want the hassle of having to tend to his every need.
I know that sounds bad as I'm his wife but I honestly feel like he's draining me.
I speak to other women and they tell me their men are similar at times.
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glossyflower · 24/03/2014 06:46
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