Sorry to bore those who may well have read this before from me but it is still doing my head in..
In a nutshell split in March from partner after 13 years - whores and some slag in the office made me leave. Moved out two weeks ago after house sold.
Got close to another chap - who is a player (told me his girlfriend was his PA and some blonde) but it was fun and I trusted him with reasons for split and he was helpful with advice etc.
Then ex confronted him in the street blaming him for our split!! So I was blamed and binned as a mate by new pal. Angry with ex for controlling who I can be friends with and totally angry with this guy for being such a fuckin' coward and not staying friends with me which is what he promised he would be when I moved. Totally knocked my confidence again, and totally made me question the entire friendship with this guy.
Anyway, I've not contacted him for a month but have been perfectly polite when I see him (a wave) or a hello when I walk past him (which can be twice a week).
Anyway, against better judgment, I bloody well emailed him two hours ago and have been ignored. And I knew he would ignore me and I knew it would send me back to angsty hell.
Why do I do this to myself???
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Why am I such an arse over a toxic man?
Beccaloolah · 30/09/2013 20:23
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