I know it is entirely possible many won't know what to put here, I don't even know myself.
This is not about my relationship with my husband, or partner, or even my parents. it's my relationship with food and it's a horrible, embarrassing mess.
I'm hugely overweight and I'm embarrassed to report it is impacting on my health. Struggle to catch my breath, knees nearly always painful. Can't find clothes to fit.
I wasn't always like this, and photographs from as recently as 2012 show me looking a nice size (size 10/12, fine at my height), smiling, happy. But I suffer from binge eating disorder. All my life, I have fluctuated in weight but it's been controlled because I might have a bad 2 months but then I'll control it for 2 months. So my weight might have veered between 9 and a half and 11 and a half stone, say, but never out of control. But I lost it last year and can't get back.
Every day is dominated by food and eating it and if I carry on I am going to end up bed-bound, losing everything. I look awful, I feel awful, Please, can't anyone help me?
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idontevenknowwhattoput · 01/09/2013 21:16
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