I am upset so hope this makes sense.
Have been with dp for 13 years, had our ups and downs but on the whole very happy with our 2 children.
When we first got together it was only a bit of fun, we had known each other for a couple of years but only as acquaintances, then we both split up from our ex's and went out for a few drinks to cheer each other up.
I always thought it was a bit odd that his ex would glare at me and give me dirty looks whenever I saw her ( only bumped into her whilst shopping etc and although I wasn't expecting to be friends with her I didn't see a reason for her to dislike me)
Anyway about two months ago we had been out for a drink and two of our friends came back to our house. dp was telling a story about something that happened years ago, when we had been together about 6months, i have heard the story 100 times before so wasn't really listening until he added in the fact that he was with another girl that night (i had been suspicious at the time but he assured me nothing had happened and I believed him)
I was drunk so said
" oh thats nice, thanks for sharing that, shame you have never mentioned that part of the story before" (sarcastically)
his reply was "yes I was with her, I was also seeing (his ex) as well" (very matter of fact)
I was gutted and Obviously embarrassed.
Friend (trying to diffuse the situation) said "well it was early on and he did choose you"
Dp said "not really she just fell pregnant so that made my choice for me"
I know this makes him sound awful but this is totally out of character for him, never seen him like that before. I tried to forget about it and enjoy xmas but now I am really upset about it. I don't think he remembers saying this and I stupidly haven't mentioned it ( i think because I am in denial and I also feel a bit embarrassed) but now I Feel like my whole life is a lie and he is only with me because I fell pregnant (11 years ago). He didn't want me to have the baby at first but I said I would not have an abortion and he could choose to stay with me and the baby or I would do it on my own. He quickly decided to stand by me and is a fantastic father to our two children but it makes sense now why he wasn't keen at first and why his ex has always been funny with me, if he was seeing her as well she probably ( understandably) thought thy were getting back together.
I really don't know how to get over this, it was 12 years ago so feels stupid to be so upset but I cant keep it bottled up anymore. I have no reason to suspect he has cheated since but at the same time have always believed 'once a cheater always a cheater'
Is he only with me because he loves our children too much to leave?
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Icanonlytry · 28/01/2013 14:55
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