since february. I'm still not over it, I still feel heartbroken, we were muddling along for a few weeks and then having a big argument at night time and then not talking for a while. It was always me who started the argument and ended up being horrible to him about everything and completely verbally attacking him. I felt so ashamed of myself for this that I now dont trust myself to talk at all because once I start, I cant stop, and something that starts off reasonable turns into a ridiculous rant and crying until 4 in the morning. so now I just dont talk when we go to bed, and we fall asleep in stony silence. Im so unhappy, I want to be happy again, I wish he would do something to make me happy.
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still think about his affair every day, feel so sad.
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woahthere · 24/05/2012 11:21
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