Hi all - its been a while since I've been on here...
Just before Xmas I left my partner of 6yrs because had threatened me with a knife, whilst holding our baby in one arm & knife in the other. Over the 6yrs I was with him he did not help at home or financially and so let me to struggle. He ran up bills on my name and even when he did work, he did not pay for anything. Had our son and thought things would change...but he just lay in bed playing online poker and being generally unpleasant.
So in December I got rid and he was arrested for his violence with me. The CPS did not take the case forward though, as they said I had waited too long (a month) to report it. He was however still arrested as he was on probation for something else, and he had to spend 30 days in jail. Upon release he was basically on the street and I felt very guilty and sad for him...but stuck to my guns. I cried every night but really tried to be strong as I knew the relationship was just toxic and i was being cruel to be kind really.
Childrens Services came to my house as well and were happy to see that I was very stable and my son well taken care of. They had no issue with me but suggested I perhaps get a court order so he never see the baby again. I saw a solicitor about this and the solicitor said that would probably be more trouble than it was worth, and to be honest I didnt want that. My ex has anger issues and depression but he is not a total menace to society and if he can sort himself out and be responsible then Im kind of OK with him seeing the baby...BUT he had threatened to snatch the baby 2 or 3 times, so that made me at the time very concerned. So the solicitor sent a letter to tell him to stop texting me etc and to ask if he would agree to contact centre to see the baby, until such time as I could see he was changing and could be trusted. He agreed. That was in January.
I was in the process of sorting out the contact centre but every now and then he would text and say not to bother & that our son could "come and find him when he's older". Clearly an emotional response but very upsetting to me and he would also call me every name under the sun. So 2 weeks ago I told him that he would have to investigate & arrange the centre or take me to court. Told him that he would have to use his initiative for a change, rather than me doing everything all the time. He said he wouldnt bother...
Now he has texted me this week to ask if he can see our son at the weekend. Its his birthday and the only weekend he has off. He apparently started this new job a few weeks ago and says he cant do a contact centre becaues all the contact centres run at the weekends.
I dont know what to do now. I dont really want to see him because he will just pester me about getting back together....and then Im just a bit concerned if he is lying about the job and just trying to get around the whole contact centre thing. Do I let him see our son on Saturday? I do feel bad because he missed our son's first xmas and his first birthday. But does feeling guilty mean I should back down now???
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vanillaskinnylatte · 22/03/2012 15:59
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