(didint know where to post)
I see quite alot of people posting on here who seem to have fairly positive ideas's about themselves.
e.g. intelligent, attractive, etc
attrative is a trivial area of a persons life but a big problem for me.
I am was born ugly one of lifes unfortunates,
I am in a relationship but the ugly cloud still lingers it hangs over me every second of the day it consumes my every though how ugly I am, constantly topping up make up hoping I may be satisfied but I'm not,
I'm fat aswell which doesnt help. working on it though, but I do have massive binges now and again like I don;t care but I do deep down.
It doesnt help that (friends/female) surrounded by attractive people or people who were IYSWIM
everytime I see people on tv who are pretty saying about how low their self esteem is I just wanna scream at them 'you don't know how lucky you are!'
I just feel so doomed that I'll never be anything other than 'ugly' I just cry or feel liek crying everynight it just consumes my thoughts,
So how do you get past that? and have a realtionship with myself ifyswim?
I don't know how I'm gonna spend the rest of my life like this, just a horrificlly ugly creature. or at least stop it upsetting me so much.
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my relationship with myself ? sorry long whinge
HeifferunderConstruction · 31/08/2011 16:32
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