Have name-changed for this as I just feel so sad and embarrassed . DP and I have been together for 10 years and have a DC of two. We both love each other lots, have lots in common, are very considerate to each other but our sex life has completely gone down the pan. We were never exactly the 'at it like knives' types but since DC was born (whilst I was pregnant even) it disappeared.
I am sad about this for two reasons - one, that I don't want it to be like this, like some old couple in separate rooms but also we are supposed to be trying for another baby and it's got to the point where I am crying before I've even ovulated because I know that I won't be pregnant that month because we're unlikely to have sex (never happens at night, always daytime and as DS wakes early, that basically means nap-time on weekend). It is making me very resentful too. I feel like I am ambushing him. When it occasionally happens, it's good, no problems there.
It came to a head this weekend (again) when he rejected me because he said he didn't feel well. Fair enough but it's just symptomatic of the wider issue. I got very upset and angry and we've been talking about it on and off since then. He says he doesn't want it to be like this either, that he does still fancy me and that it's not because he doesn't want another child (he admits that he is ambivalent about another child but not against it). He says that he is tired and hasn't really got a sex drive at the moment - again, this is fair enough but I pointed out to him that he can find the energy to work until past midnight (one night last week )and go to a Christmas party (another night). Also he seems to think that we can only have sex when we're both suddenly overcome by lust - I say that that isn't always realistic when you work and have young children, that you have to make time and give it a go sometimes. But I don't really know if that's true or not and I can't ask friends in RL as I'd have to tell them what a state we're in.
I don't know what to do. Every month I get more upset and resentful about what's happening and about the fact that I won't be pregnant either. But we both seem at a loss as to what to do. He wasn't going to go to a works party tonight but I told him he should go but now I'm sitting here crying again. Any advice much appreciated.
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Very sad about (practically) zero sex life
zeromojo · 13/12/2010 20:52
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