Hi I'm not 100% why I'm posting to be honest just feel I need talk to someone about it as I can't in rl.
So I found out I'm pregnant last week completely freaked me out as I just thought I was doing the test as a way to put my mind at rest so when them lines came up I broke down I couldn't cope with another at the moment I have 2 dc already and my youngest 3 is extremely hard work suspected adhd/asd.
So I knew straight away that I would need to have a abortion spoke to dh about it when he got in from work and he agreed.
I phoned bpas the next day and have got a appointment on Thursday, not sure what to expect and I'm so scared as will be going alone as dh is working and can't get the time off and I have not told anyone else to ask anyone to come with me, the main reason of that is the one person I could probably confide in my bf actually found out she was pregnant I week before I did so I feel I really can't tell her as it would be really insensitive and would make things awkward between us.
I feel terrible for Lying to her but I justified it by saying I'm not lying I'm just not saying anything but today I did actually lie to her because she said I take it your not pregnant then and I said no 😞 because the week before when she told me she was pregnant I joked saying well I'm hoping in not in the same boat cus me and dh kinda slipped up last month.
To make things even worse she has a scan Thursday aswell as midwifes arnt sure how far along she is as she has irregular periods.
As I said I dunno why I'm posting I just need to talk to someone I think as dh doesn't really like talking about it I think he prefers to pretend it's not happening and I know how that feels I wish I could aswell
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Chosen to have a abortion and have no1 to talk to.
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Aloneandneedingtotalk · 19/09/2016 16:03
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