Hi
I am 4 weeks pregnant. My situation is so difficult. My DP and I have been together for a year and this was vey unexpected. I was initially very happy when the news sank in but after discussion with my DP we have realised that this just can't go forward. It's a very long story and I don't feel I can go into details but we are hoping that in a year we can move back to my home country, marry and be happy. Babies are definitely on the cards for then - but right now is the worst possible timing.
I have come to terms with this and I feel that this is probably the best decision for our future - but it's killing me. I can hardly get out of bed in the morning, I can't sleep at night and I can't eat. He cries when he hears me cry and feels he had let me down. I can feel everything stretching and can smell everything, the hormones are making me crazy. I should be seen by Marie stopes next week - but I'm so scared.
Please understand that this is the right thing for us at this time, but right now I feel like I am falling apart. I am so scared to go next week, even though he will be with me; I am so scared that this will completely break me.
Please can anyone offer some advice on how to cope? The hurt and pain I feel right now is skewing everything. How do I make it through? Please some advice on the best way to get through this will be so appreciated.
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InglouriousBasterd · 17/03/2016 17:10
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