I was tempted to name-change for this as I'm so embarrassed posting it, (despite being more of a lurker than a regular poster) but I'm driving myself a wee bit barmy, and need to type this out and get some opinions.
Last week I went to the loo in the station bathrooms - the seat was filthy and there was no paper. I cleaned the seat as best I could with the tiny bit of tissue I had (saving some of course) then I tried to hover over the seat - this didn't work as then I was almost 29 weeks preg and I'm quite large so ended up sitting down. After I got up I noticed there was a smear of not-quite-dry blood on the outer rim, and all week have been panicking on and off about possible HIV infection. I say on and off, because the logical part of brain knows this is a remote possibilty at best, and research I've done backs this up. But in the middle of the night, when pregnancy-induced insomnia strikes it doesn't seem quite so insane. The blood if I touched it would have come in contact with the back of my thighs anyway - gross but not deadly, and I don't recall seeing any more anywhere else on the seat. But it's still nagging.
I think it's because there isn't enough of my pregnancy left to get accurately tested (am 30 weeks tomorrow) and of course that's the biggest fear: giving it to my baby.
So is this just hormone-driven anxiety? Everything I can find says you can't get HIV from toilet seats, which I already know, but doesn't say anything about sitting on blood on a toilet seat. Gah!
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Is this possible or are pregnancy hormones making me insane?
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Jjou · 01/03/2010 13:22
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