I am 38 weeks pregnant with my third child...my eldest two (twins) have just started secondary school and I've been on maternity leave for a week.
I'm lucky that I've had a healthy pregnancy...just some bleeding in the early days - and it's gone really quickly up until now !
I had a feeling (was hoping) this baby would be early (I was induced with twins at 38 weeks)...but right now I can't see that he's ever going to come on time.
I also feel a bit anxious. When I had the twins I had constant monitoring, monthly scan etc - so I always had a clear picture of what was going on. But with this baby...I've not had a scan since 20 weeks. Obviously I have MW appointments and have heard the doppler - and he seems very active - but I keep panicking about all the what-ifs. I haven't got a clue about how big he will be, or what my fluid levels are like or anything. I feel completely in the dark !! When I told my midwife about these fears she just said there's no need dor all these checks with a singleton if there are no problems - which just made me think how would anyone know if there's a problem ?
I am at the point where my mind is completely doing overtime. Is this normal at this stage in pregnancy ?
I am also just generally feeling fat and disgusting...I am so hot that I feel like I am in a sauna all the time; I look awful - even if I try and make an effort; I have a weird musky smell of breast milk that seems to waft from all my pores; I can't sleep properly despite being overcome with tiredness; i have a constant burning sensation in my throat (heartburn apparently) and I generally just want to hideaway in bed until my son is born. I have been massively emotional during the last couple of weeks and am over-sensitive towards any little comment.
I don't have any friends who are pregnant in real life so feel really isolated and that I have nobody to rant to !
I guess I just want to finally meet my baby and be done with pregnancy. I know my son will be born soon...but it feels such a long way off !
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38 weeks....just a rant...and hoping someone can identify !
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jaykay34 · 09/09/2014 12:09
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