So, 40+8 today and I know its going to happen, but I just don't want it to happen now.
DP has a nearly teenager and grown up son from previous relationship. Have a good relationship with the elder son, who lives here, but youngest and I have recently had a complete breakdown. Which has been hard as I thought we got on great and I did a lot of stuff for/with him, tried to be involved and interested (even if I can't explain the offside rule and don't really care if Liverpool won).
Youngest hasn't been near in weeks (maybe even months) wouldn't answer phone to DP and hasn't wanted to know. Also made some really hurtful accusations and DPs ex made it clear that it wasn't my place to try and sort things out, even though they were about me.
I told DP I didn't want to be on my own with the youngest son and no longer ask him to do anything, I am ashamed to say that I struggle to talk to him at all (please don't burn me for that, I know I'm supposed to be the grown up).
The youngest was supposed to be collected yesterday, but DP's ex had other things to do and he's still here - and nobody will say if he's going. DP is at work, I'm shut in my bedroom and I don't want to go into labour whilst we're here on our own.
I know I'm being stupid, and mean and nasty and all those things. I just wanted this to be a happy time for all of us (this is my first), but because I can't deal with a nearly teenager, I'm ruining it.
If I can't deal with this what kind of mother am I going to be?
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bigredbaboonsbottom · 20/08/2013 10:44
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