Hello, hoping to hear from ladies who are now pregnant after long-term TTC..
I've been trying over a year now, not as long as many but plenty long enough, and am finding it the most incredibly stressful thing ever. I've got one slightly dodgy though not blocked tube (the other is fine) and don't seem to ovulate properly - follicles develop perfectly but they then don't always rupture. Oh and I spot for anywhere between two and seven days prior to AF and we have no idea why. Am just starting a third cycle of Clomid and upping the dose to 100mg as didn't ovulate on the second cycle at 50.
I'm feeling like I kind of can't imagine it happening with so many things working against it, and I just can't imagine ever being pregnant or giving birth or holding my baby. I always had this feeling I would struggle to conceive, don't know why and I know rationally it sounds ridiculous but since I was proved right about that, I'm very scared that my feeling that it really might not happen will be accurate too. I know that sounds ridiculous, and at other times I do feel more positive and that I'm only 33 so if we keep trying various things, sooner or later we ought to get lucky.
Sorry this is now a bit long...I guess would just love to hear from ladies who've struggled but are now pg or have their lovely babies...did you also feel like this? Did you feel you just couldn't imagine being pg, despite being desperate to be? Is that normal? I don't know anyone in RL who has struggled, let alone struggled and then been successful and I read these stats about the majority of couples who struggle won't ultimately be successful and it just terrifies me.
Thanks so much in advance..
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highlove · 17/01/2012 11:22
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