Hi, I'm sorry if this is a bit rambling, I'm not feeling in a good place right now.
Had DS 21 months ago. Appalling labour, induction, extended pushing, ended up with forceps and 3rd degree tear. He was 9lb 2oz, and as I am of very slight build, he was a very big baby for me to deliver.
Was left in absolute mess down there and also a major nerve in my leg was crushed after being left in stirrups for too long. Was unable to walk for months after giving birth, was eventually remedied after months of intensive physiotherapy.
I am currently going through investigation process with hospital as I believe I received extremely sub standard care.
I have been diagnosed with PTSD and I am about to start an intensive course of therapy with birth trauma counsellor. (Which I am shitting myself about)
Go to insert a tampon this evening and I discover what I'm assuming is a prolapse. I'm devastated. The thought of having to be examined fills me with absolute terror, I have so many dreadful emotions surrounding the trauma I just don't know how I can actually lie down and be examined.
I just really need to hear some positive outcomes about prolapses. I don't feel I can face anything else happening to my body. I also developed vitiligo during my pregnancy which seems to be accelerating across my body at the moment, and after 20 months of breastfeeding I have disgusting and hanging uneven breasts.
What on earth will happen to me if I have another child??? I can't take any more, physically or mentally.
Is there any one out there who had their prolapse properly sorted out? All I seem to hear are stories of women being fobbed off with pelvic floor exercises.
Thank you in.advance. Sorry for the pity party
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Please can someone give me a positive story re prolapse. I don't think I can take any more problems after having my son.
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solidarityplease · 26/04/2015 22:03
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