I feel bad writing this....I adore my children and gave up a good job many moons ago to look after them. One of them is in Junior school and my youngest is 4 and due to start in school in September. She is SO ready for school - probably bored out of her brains being with me...I feel bad but I am REALLY looking forward to her starting!! I know it's only a few weeks away but I feel like i've come to the end of my patience with it all - I am an active mum - I have lots of local friends and we meet every week, there's always trips to play centres, play groups, the park, picnics, cooking - you name it, I do it... but I'm struggling now to really enjoy all these activities. Don't get me wrong, I absolutely adore her and will miss her terribly when she does go to school but I just feel that each day is now so loooongg.. I feel exhausted by constantly running around after her and her sister and I also have two part time jobs that I do on the 2 days that the youngest goes to nursery... I have no "me" time and my dh and I have very little "us" time... I just can't wait to have at least part of my days back, even though I'll increase my work hours but I guess I'm getting a bit bored with constantly having to entertain her... Does this make me a bad parent?? I HAVE to find some inspiration to get through the next few weeks as the poor mite is spending more time in front of the telly than she usually does because I just can't be bothered any more!!!
Sorry for the rant...needed to get that off my chest. Anyone relate to this??
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Amandella · 11/06/2008 16:32
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