I love my 6mo dd with all my heart, just looking at her makes me want to burst. She truly is the light of my life and I can't imagine being without her.
We've had a bit of a time of it since she was born, nothing life threatening, but we've had two dislocated hips at birth, a hernia, a sticky eye, two rashes and a cold. I know this is nothing compared to what some people deal with, but it seems like each time something happens, I feel less and less confident about my ability.
I have found motherhood to be a completely different experience to what I was expecting, not worse, just different, and nothing could have prepared me for the instinct that I have to keep her safe and out of harms way. Its this that terrifies me most of the time.
Will I ever start to feel more comfortable about it? She's also a feisty little thing, which means that she is difficult to keep stimulated and entertained, as I'm sure most 6mo babies are. My friends babies seem so much more placid than she is, and I don't want to sound like I'm complaining, its just that I feel like everyone is looking at me and thinking I'm a rubbish mum. By the end of the day I'm wiped out, and have had enough.
Can anyone offer me some perspective? Or maybe a slap round the face for being so ungrateful and pathetic?
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Pinkjenny · 13/11/2007 20:52
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