I am really at a loss as to what to think or feel anymore , but after much deliberation I have come to the agonising decision to end things with my partner. I am now faced to go it alone with a toddler and soon a newborn. I can't help feeling I am crazy for doing this, but the relationship is literally intolerable. I am far from perfect , but he is extremely immature and only getting worse. He is a good father, but as a partner is emotionally unavailable, immature, shouts and will not change ever. We have gone back and forth with different problems and are getting nowhere. I feel like such a failure - but I swear it is only this pregnancy things have become so difficult (probably due to lots of strain from life's happenings) I wouldn't have had kids by him of I would have known - not that I regret my babies, I just feel like everyone will judge me so irresponsible. I feel so alone, scared as to what the future holds and most of all extreme guilt that my dd and soon to be son, will not have thendsmily unit I had hoped for.
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Going it alone, 33 weeks pregnant and DD is 19 months.
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Keepontrudging · 22/11/2014 12:12
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