Hi
I'm so low that I can't even face typing this. I have almost 4 yr old twins. They are so amazingly spirited and gorgeous in every way. I have a healthy 7 yr old too. They're all so precious to me
But I'm so fed up. I have been for months. With the kids, no family support, being a stay at home Mum and feeling lonely, it's left me so flat.
I have a lot of friends where I live, but everyone's always working/busy. Friends I've been planning to meet up with have cancelled a few times recently, for whatever reason. It's left me feeling shitty.
I'm desperate to get a couple of nights away with my husband, as our relationship has suffered, but it's impossible. His family are in Italy, mine in Scotland.
I'm at the point where I'm not being a good Mum. I'm shouting and moody. I feel hopeless.
I've had CBT, I've seen the doctor about antidepressants, neither of which were right for me.
I do some things for me, like running, other exercise and I go out for the ocassional drink.
I feel like I want to run away, to not have to be needed by anyone.
Whenever I hear about friends/couples regularly getting away, whilst family have their kids, I feel so envious.
Not sure there's any advice for me, I just know that I need to talk to someone. My husband is very caring. But, he gives me a lot of, "things aren't as bad as you think" type answers.
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Fandangos · 15/05/2015 13:39
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