I had my erpc yesterday, thankfully it was in the morning and I was the first person to be done. I was surprisingly calm, and just wanted to get it done and get home again so I could be sad and quiet and not answer any more questions.
It was just as everyone said, yu go off to sleep and when you wake up its all done, I was very teary after and didn't sleep as I just wanted to drink,eat and wee so i could go home. Thankfully I managed all of that within about an hour and and I could get out of there. I had a fair bit of bleeding yesterday and was very very tender and sore but am feeling better today, although still uncomfortable and still taking painkillers but the bleeding has slowed down.
I still feel so numb, I cant believe its a week tomorrow that we found out and that its really all over and I'm not going to get my baby at christmas.I work with a girl who is also pregnant just a few weeks ahead of where I should now be and I am finding it hard to think about how I am going to be around her. I don't want her to feel she can't tell me, and can't moan if she feels like it but at the same time it makes me sad. She is older than me and I would have been devastated if she had had the mc as she probably wouldn't have tried again at least I am young enough that in the future when we are ready we can try again, but i am still anxious about going back to work. I wish I had a job that involved me ooking at a screen all day not seeing anyone but unfortunately being a hairdresser i don't have that option.
I hope I havent rambled on too much, but it does feel better to let it all out xx
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Had my ERPC yesterday
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fordypops · 25/05/2010 13:10
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