I had a miscarriage a two weeks ago and people keep asking me how I am. I feel like saying I just don't know. I want to say, it's not just the miscarriage, it's that now I've opened the door to desiring another child I feel in limbo. I feel I'm going to have an open wound until we (hopefully) have another baby.
It's not only the miscarriage, it's what happens now. Am I going to get pregnant again, will I stay pregnant? am I going to have another baby? I guess that is the ultimate question, will I have another baby? and I feel along way from the answer to that just now.
I had two miscarriages and a 5 year wait for my first child, so I know what the waiting and wondering is like. It's awful!
Sigh!!! Sorry to be so miserable but I just need to get off my chest! I've been working really hard looking after my son this week and now DH has got him for the day. I think a day in my pjs is in order...
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peanutpie · 31/10/2009 12:30
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