Hi
I'm new to this, I've never posted anything like this before. I guess I'm reaching out for help. I had a little girl at 34 weeks who was still born last year. 6 months after I was pregnant again and am currently 24 weeks pregnant. I'm absolutely terrified. I wake up every day scared. I'm crying all the time. The fear is off the scale. I can't control my anxiety it's taking over.
How can I get through this? I sit in the waiting room at the hospital and see all the mums who I was once like. blissfully pregnant and excited. And I will never have that again. I miss it. All I have is panic and pain in my heart. I'm grieving for my daughter and trying to keep this baby safe. I cant get past the images of her in my head. I don't want to forget her but it hurts so bad. I have 2 other children and I guess I never thought something like this could happen to me. I'm so scared I need help to calm down and focus. X
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user1471846991 · 22/08/2016 08:00
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