Over the last 5 months I have had 2 MMC. Our first was found at Christmas and it played out over the festive period and New Year. I had a medically managed miscarriage which wasn't successful and resulted in Surgical management 3 weeks later. That all happened at 9 weeks and was detected at a private scan
This time the MMC was found at the routine 12 week scan. A few days later I had to attend an appointment at the EPU and make a decision on how to progress things (that was last Tues). We decided to have the surgical because I found the medical extremely painful and distressing, but there were no appointments until the following Tuesday (tomorrow).
However, I started bleeding and each day had about 3 hours of strong contractions which would abruptly disappear. Then on Friday night I basically went into labour (I already have a child so I know what labour is like and I had the miscarriage at Christmas and this was completely different). I started getting contractions which were building with pain and started getting closer and closer together. Then all of a sudden there was a pop and my waters broke (nowhere near as much liquid as with my son, but exactly the same sensation etc). I jumped up and ran to the toilet and when I wiped our little baby came out, perfectly formed for 10 weeks. It was the size of my thumb and we just both sat and stared at it, my husband took it and placed it in an empty tissue box. Then things kicked off again and the sac came out. After that I started to bleed. I was bleeding all over the floor and can only explain it as it being like peeing blood, after 40 minutes we called 111 who sent an ambulance immediately. I was blue lighted to hospital due to haemorrhaging and was kept in for 24 hours. The bleeding slowed and my blood pressure etc stabilised.
The paramedic took our baby into the hospital and it has gone off for testing in the lab and we've signed a form to say we're happy for it to be cremated.
Since then, we've been ok. At Christmas we were destroyed. This was far more distressing, painful and scary, but we're OK. I'm wondering if things will hit us or whether we've just dealt with it? We've had a couple of emotional moments, but nothing major.
I'm signed off work until 6th and am still bleeding and passing clots which I need to watch. I don't know how long I can expect this to continue for and if it's normal??
Thanks for taking the time to read if you have, I just felt the need to put it out there.
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AKP79 · 30/05/2016 09:02
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