I think I'm having a miscarriage :(
My period was 10 days late (I'm very regular) and I started having severe nausea and tender breasts from last thursday, I knew immediately it was pregnancy and was so convinced that I didn't even take a test, which I now feel stupid for. I was very anxious because it wasn't planned and I was working out what to say to my partner. However I was also very excited as I have been wanting a baby for years and had thought it was probably too late now (I'm 38).
Anyway last night I started spotting and it quickly became more like a period with heavy, bright red blood. It's a mc, isn't it :(
I would only have been about 5 weeks and don't know what to expect from here. Do I need to see a doctor? Should I take a test now? I have heard it might still show positive if I was pg and I think I want to know for certain that I was actually pregnant, and not just going completely mad and imagining the symptoms. However I don't think I was; I have been pregnant once before but had to terminate as I was young and on my own - and the symptoms were unmistakable.
Another thing and this is a hard one - I think I might have brought on the mc myself because of a couple of things i did. and this is making me just want to die :(. The other thing that is strange is that even though I'm devastated, on one level I'm almost relieved as I was so scared about what was happening. Right now I just don't know where my head is at.
Can anyone help? I just don't know what to do or expect from here. The cramps are pretty bad now - and I still feel sick. But I'm not holding out any hope that it's just a random bleed.
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I'm miscarrying - and I'm all over the place.
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1001questions · 29/03/2016 07:47
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