Help needed please! I'm in a complete mess as to what to do.
Some of you on this board already know I had a 20 week loss in September. I returned to my 4-day-a-week job about a month later (open plan office of 30 people). It was emotionally tough returning, some colleagues showered me with sympathy, others avoided me. I fell pregs quickly with my 'rainbow' baby which gave me hope and got me through the run up to Christmas.
In Feb we lost our 'rainbow' baby at 19 weeks. Complete devastation. Gp signed me off for 6 weeks. Due to return in 2 weeks time.
I can't face it, just want to hide from the office forever. I feel like a freak show and the thought of sitting back at my desk where I've spent the past year being pregnant terrifies me. Two losses in 6 months is just too much even for a trooper like me. I've been thinking about handing in notice and going back to working for myself at home just 2 days per week which would mean less money but more time to spend with my 2 dcs and fully concentrate on my family. My situation is unique so I've no idea how much time I should take to recover. Two of my colleagues have also been pregs for 9 months but they will have lives babies and go on maternity leave for up to a year.
I've just got my first period since the loss. It's crazily heavy so can't go anywhere (tmi). My hormones are all over the place. I'm waiting for post mortem results and don't feel I can move on until we get them in 3 weeks time. They may tell us that there is a problem with me.....have already had a highish thyroid result.
Sorry for long post. Don't know if anyone can help but good to get it all down.
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Returning to work after 2nd late loss
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marmiteontoast76 · 26/03/2016 12:01
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