Here's the thing.........................The fact that we are all on here asking each other for help, advice and support is rubbish for us all, if I could give you all a big hug I would do. I'm sorry for my own loses and I am sorry for yours.
Yesterday would've been my due date had my pregnancy continued as it should, it has bought up a whole load of emotions that I didn't think I had. It was my first ever pregnancy and I was so delighted. I just didn't think I'd ever be lucky enough to get pregnant, I didn't sleep for a week! I felt like I had 'arrived'
I had a few errands to run at the , so off I went - big mistake! I couldn't help wanting to cry my eyes out at all of the lucky ladies who were pushing around their babies in their bright Cosatto pushchairs (I'd already picked the design I was going to buy for my baby!) It was very hard.
I had 2 miscarriages last year, the second one came as less of a shock than the first, although still just as devastating. My body letting me down again.
So because of my age (38) and because I am diabetic (well controlled) I was referred for tests all of which came back normal. So now is the time to start ttc again and I don't mind admitting that I am TERRIFIED of having another miscarriage, I feel emotional just thinking about the journey ahead but the desire to be a mum just won't let me give up.
I know full well everybody's journey is different but I would love to hear some positive stories. And I absolutely promise to post a happy ending story if I get one.
Thank you for taking the time to read my ramblings
Much love x
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Yesterday would've been my due date.
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samk15 · 22/03/2016 17:48
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