Second MC this morning, 7 weeks after first one. Awful as it sounds there's an element of relief as I've been stressed from the beginning. Thanks for responses to various earlier posts. Not the awful experience of the first one but depressing all the same.
Trying to accept that this back-to-back experience is just random, and not what I can expect next time. I know this is the general answer to 2 early MCs.
Think it might help to find a book with some good information. I really want to better understand what happens, rather than a book about the emotional impact. But I guess a book focused on testing won't be relevant either.