I am sitting here trying to figure out what to say...all I know is I feel like someone has just taken all the air out of me and I can't breathe. I really have no idea how to move forward from this one. The other times at least I could say to myself it must of just been bad luck or not having taken the right combination of drugs at the time. I don't think I can say that anymore. The prospect of not having a child of my own is too heartbreaking. The thought of not ever getting to have a "bump", or to hold our baby seems an impossible distance away. I honestly have no idea how anyone gets the strength to keep on trying.
I love my DH more than anything in the world, and all I seem to be doing tonight is pushing him away. I only miscarried yesterday and know it is still raw, but we both feel lost, and struggling to make sense of all of this.
This is our 6th MC without a DC and don't know where to go from here :(
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BrownieGecko · 07/04/2011 23:54
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