HI Ladies im new to here and just wanted to in short tell my tale
i have 2 children 21 and 19..then fell pregnant last year to my fiance ( diff man)..hugeee shock after 19 yrs .fiance flew back to usa for buisness kissing bump bye.i went off for first scan...baby had died at 9+ weeks..i was numb and only looking back did i realise how rubbish i was treated.the doctor asking me did i really want this baby and my age etc it was a missed m/c.
i dont know how i got through it all..my fiance did by cheating with women online..said he needed to take his mind off things..but i did cop..i told him to get lost ..but he turned up back in uk full of remorse and tears and we got married..my daughter gave birth 4 weeks after i would off..it was so hard.
i then fell again feb this year..and sadly in march lost my lil one..another missed/mc..i first i took help ( pill) as truly i didnt know what was goin on and what i should n shoudnt do..and lost lil one home alone..the second naturally at home and was hell..the pain was more like contractions..and huge loss...
and here i am now wondering should i carry on?..i now i hafta see my sons gf who is pregnant n due 4 weeks after i wud of been go through everything i shud be and support them knowing my babys gone ..i had to do the same with my daughter...i wonder will it ever be my time..
we went doctors yesterday..she said we should hurry because my age n has set up blood tests on 2 and 21 days of my cycle..and hubby has to give a sample
are there any other ladys gone or goin through the same?
i feel so alone in all this
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40+ mc again :(
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jerzygurl · 27/07/2010 17:31
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