Hi, I am new to mumsnet and have been reading all the great advice and comments (kept me smiling last night) I need to tell someone what is happening in my life and if possible getting some housing advice, I shall try to keep it short!
I have been with DP (not married) for 9yrs, we are both 29. We have 2 children DS 22mo and DD 7mo.
When my DS was 5mo I had an accident at home and spent a lot of time in hospital. About a month later I found out DP was having an affair. I swore it was over and started to make plans to move 'home' nr. Kingston, Surrey, I am currently nr. Northampton. But I found that I could not get any help with housing as I have a mortgage (joint) and if I left the family home I would be making myself intentionally homeless. I cannot afford to rent privately and the only other option was to move in with my parents but they have a small flat and it would be very cramped. I started to think that maybe it would be best to stay with DP for the sake of DS but having been brought up in a house myself with parents that are only together for the children I knew this was not ideal. Then about a month later I found out I was expecting DD and decided to try and make a go of things. In Sept when I was about 5months pregnant I found he was having another affair. I couldn't believe he was doing it again and when I was pregnant! But to really make things worse I found out that he had also been with this girl when I was pregnant with DS! In total he had cheated a total of 5 times! That was when I decided enough was enough.
The thing is we are still living in the same house, we have separate rooms and separate lives. He goes to work comes home spends time with the kids and when DS has gone to bed he goes out, when he can afford to! I have no friends or family here and rarely go out, sometimes just getting up in the morning and getting dressed is task enough.
I am looking forward to making myself a new life and finding ME again even if it is as a single parent. Things will be so much better especially for the kids as I know they pick up on moods. Sometimes it is bearable and we speak, sometimes I cannot bear to look at him; my love for him is now hate!
I am currently trying to get the house ready to go on the market, as DP has finally agreed to sell it, I hardly get time to do things as DD is very clingy and the house needs quite a bit done to be sellable. Once the mortgage has been paid and all outstanding debts paid there will probably not be any money left and once again I will have to look at moving in with my parents! I just don?t seem to be able to get any advice on what I do and I have tried several times to contact CAB to see if they can help but they are always busy and their waiting times for drop in sessions are unbelievable.
Sorry for the long essay! But I just need to start somewhere. Hope someone has some advice. Thanks.
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rattie2307 · 19/07/2005 00:45
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