Is it the time of year? this feeling down.

[PirateoftheScarybeing]

I expect so, i don't know Ihave woken up today feeling very low. I take prozac anyway, but today I feel tired, empty and a bit numb and very wepy.
I just shouted at dd, who is ill, and prob didn't deserve how angry I was. I feel awful for taking it out on her. I just feel like I'm goinmg to snap, like any little thing is going to make me go mad with rage and upset.

I hate this feeling, the way its just 'there' hovering. Even the most normal things, chorse seem to be beyond me, and tbh I have been pretty behind with stuff for weeks. Or is it normal not to get 'into' keeping the house clean sometimes. Its cleanish, but things like hoovering the stairs, the bathroom floor needs a wash.

I feel really lonely today for soem reason.

x

[PirateoftheScarybeing]

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[Tinkerbel5]

It probably is the time of the year, cold dark nights and the run up to christmas does take its toll on people, where housework is concerned do one chore a day, at least then you know you have done something and it might make you feel better, make sure you keep in touch with friends and try and find time for a night out now and again