OMG! I've got myself embroiled in the most ludicrous argument with my ex's wife. It's ridiculous and I need to vent.
I split with the ex 8 years ago when kids were 6 and 1. He was always philandering, had secret kids scattered about and what I suspect to be Narcissistic Personality Disorder.
Over the last 8 years I have lost count of the amount of times he has let the kids down; not turning up, cancelling at the last minute or turning up hours late. I used to argue with him about this in the early days but as time went by I stopped fighting for sanity's sake. If he turned up, he turned up. If he didn't, he didn't. I always lied to the kids to cover up for him. Not for his sake, but to try to protect their feelings. I think this is the standard reaction for parents who are in my situation.
The ex moved 3.5 hours away from or home in Feb. The kids were upset but he promised them either they could visit him or he would drive down to visit them in the Easter hols. He cancelled. Then May half term. He cancelled. Then last weekend. He cancelled. Then father's day. He cancelled.
I used to push him to see them but I don't bother any more as he is a law unto himself. I don't usually comment anymore when he cancels but yesterday I sent him a text telling hm he was a complete bastard. I did this because he is hurting my children and I'm sick of it. If I listed every dastardly deed he has committed over the last 15 years, you'd think me calling him a complete bastard was remarkably tame. Although I'm sure I've called him worse in the past.
My son is almost 9 and it breaks my heart to see his little face crumble when daddy does it again.
My daughter is 13 and in the last 6 months she has washed her hands of her dad. When she was little she adored him and even though he always let her down, to her he couldn't put a foot wrong. People used to tell me that one day she would start to see him for what he is but I didn't really want her to. If she stayed deluded buy happy, it was ok with me.
The day of reckoning did arrive and earlier this year she told me that he didn't care about her or put any effort into being her dad and that she wasn't going to speak to him anymore. She's kept to her word. It was difficult for me to disagree with her because everything she said was true.
I spoke to their dad 2 months ago and warned him that he was losing her and that he needed to take action if he wanted to stay in her life. She's still waiting for action man to make a move.
Sorry, I know I've gone around the houses to get to the point but here it is. I text him to inform him that he was a complete bastard and about 3 minutes later his wife texts me telling me she has held her tongue for long enough and can no longer sit on the fence, that I had no right to call him names (diddums) as he is such a good man and the only reason my daughter doesn't want to speak to him is because... wait... you guessed it - I am poisoning them both against him! Ta da! That old chestnut! The get out clause of the lazy absent parent.
I was stunned. I was furious. I took a few hours to calm down and collect myself. I mulled over whether to ignore her or to take the bait. I took the bait. Maybe I shouldn't have but I'm recently diagnosed with a thyroid disorder and am feeling slightly irrational while I wait for the meds to kick in.
I told her I was justified in calling the darling man a complete bastard and went on to list myriad reasons (although not an exhaustive list) why I did (all relating to the kids, nothing about what he did to me).
You can't argue with stupid.
She either willfully or otherwise missed the nuance of all the points I made and informed me that she knew for a fact that I poison the kids against their dad and that one day, when they're old enough he will reveal to them THE TRUTH. Du Duu Duuuuuuhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!
Given that I don't badmouth him to the kids I can't imagine what this truth is. I have no idea what she is talking about. It's evident she doesn't either.
I'm having a rant on here because I can't believe the audacity of her. Why would anyone think it's ok to do that? How can she possibly think she has all the facts and is able to comment when she has never said more than 5 words to me? I've tried to be nice to her on the few occasions I have seen her but she doesn't even say hello until I make a point of looking directly at her and saying 'Hi XXXXX' in a loud voice. It's nuts.
I dated someone for a while who had a son. He often criticized the mum (one of the reasons he didn't really endear himself to me) and I never said a bloody word because I have no idea what happened between the two of them. I only know what he told me.
I'm upset that I have spend so many years protecting my kids from their dad's careless attitude toward them and then this woman who doesn't know me tells me that I am poisoning them against him. And when I tell her I'm not, she says 'oh yes you are' like she's in a bloody pantomime. She couldn't be more wrong and she hurt my feelings.
Ah, there it is. She couldn't be more wrong and she hurt my feelings. This has been cathartic. I was worked up about it but wasn't sure precisely why.
The ex has been completely silent though all of this but then, the silent treatment is his weapon of choice.
Still, it's not the world's greatest injustice. I know she's wrong. I have a great relationship with my kids and they know they are loved.
I was toying with the idea of continuing to argue my case but I don't need her to believe me and I don't actually think she can afford to. It would raise to may issues for her. Anyway, I'd rather be happy than right.
Thanks for letting me write this. I feel a lot better now and my head is clearer. It does help to write things down.
Lots of love to all who are struggling today xx
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DozyDora451 · 22/06/2015 11:08
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