I've been a single parent since DS was born 6 months ago.
Background, sorry will try to be brief:
We live in Dublin. Been here a few years, have friends and a good job (currently on mat leave).
His father broke up with me when I told him I was pregnant and is now living with his new woman and her child.
Things have been difficult between us at times but we both have our son's best interest at heart.
He is a mature student and has hidden money in various accounts so he can claim certain benefits whilst studying. He manages to pay his half of their rent, bills, food, drink and a limited social life estimated minimum ?800 - ?900 per month.
He has made a couple of child care payments but I am still waiting on a lump sum that was 'hidden' in a friend's account and has now been spent by the 'friend'.
Since the baby was born he has seen him 1-2 times per week, whilst I do all the 'real' parenting..
I am so worried about how I'm going to manage financially when I go back to work, as in Ireland working single parents get no state help with child are costs and my rent is extortionate (the place is also a dump and it's impossible to move as each rental vacancy has block viewings due to demand)
My mood has been very low recently, I feel as if I'm struggling away on my own, despite my baby being a complete joy, and having recently had a flare up of my arthritic condition and difficulty even lifting the baby, I've realised how alone I am.
Back in the UK I have family, friends, I could get another job in my field relatively easily, and I have a small property that is currently rented out.
Sorry, this is war and peace but don't want to drip feed.
My question is, do you think I would be a total cow to deprive my son of his father by moving back to the UK?
Of course they would still see each other but their relationship would not be the same.
It pisses me off that ex went from living rent free at his mums to moving in with his girlfriend without considering how he was going to make his child care payments and I'm sick of carrying all the responsibility tbh.
I don't want my son to resent me later in life for moving away from his dad, but I'm getting desperate.
His dad just keeps saying that the money will be coming soon. Ex is near the end of his course but plans to study for a further year to 'improve his employment prospects'
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dollyindub · 02/04/2013 00:00
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