DD's Dad is very unhappy with quite recent decision by me, backed up by Social Services, Health Visitors & Child Psychotherapist that DD not be in her Dad's sole care at this time. He hasn't reassured me in any way as to how he is getting help with his temper problem, suspected mood disorder and has told me he has quit smoking weed but I cannot be sure of this...He is just denial about his actions and how his actions have lead to this situation. He says I am using DD to punish him which couldn't be further from the truth. I really want him to get help so that he can be a present Dad for DD but he seems to not be able to admit that he needs help and instead deflects everything onto me and says I am making things up. What motive he thinks I have to make things up I don't know but he is clutching at straws to try and make this whole situation my fault. He admitted to my Dad, and in front of a therapist with me that he has been violent with DD but not actually struck her. But he still says that I am being ridiculous in stopping overnights and unsupervised contact & that DD was and is fine. Which is just pure denial. He also has been subtly threatening court action and has accused me of blocking us communication by refusing mediation and therapy with him - I went to one therapy session with him which I said I would try, and it was so traumatic for me to hear him deny, minimise and water down the description of DV in our relationship, and now to deny & minimise our daughters feelings and her distress and probably water down his account of what happened as well, so I declined to go to any further sessions with him, which my therapist also agreed was the right thing to do for my mental health as I have been doing so well in detaching from the abusive relationship & healing from the trauma of our relationship so far and could not, for the sake of my DD, put myself through that stress as I knew I needed to be strong for her. Mediation is taking a while to arrange as I need to apply for Legal Aid through NFM and also NFM have been slow & some stuff got lost in post. But he claims I am trying to obstruct direct communication etc...when actually I am just trying to maintain healthy boundaries and distance from him. Anyway, the environment I am in seeing him and his Mum all the time who are both hostile towards me & them being my main source of support as a single Mum, I am wanting to move back to home to be near my family. I have been thinking of doing this /planning to do this and plans got put on hold, for 1.5 years since we split up. I have been trying to make it work in London because I thought DD needed to see her Dad and didn't want to "take her away" from him, but I haven't been able to find a job here, nursery places keep falling through or not being suitable, I can't really afford to live here at all...I am completely dependent on him and his Mum...It's a horrible situation for me. I am in a long distance relationship with someone who lives down near my family now as well and I just want to go home, and be with him and be ina peaceful and calm environment with a lovely nursery for DD and my family who I trust and who love me around me to help with her & provide loving company for us rather than drama and hostility. I also have a job offer down there....I have handed in my 6 weeks notice to my landlord here and just want to go down there asap ..mid January...I don't know how to tell my ex that my moving plans are back on without triggering a court battle or him doing something rash like getting an order which means I temporarily can't move...etc...What would happen legally? When can I tell him which means he does have some notice - as don't want to do it sneakily or make it seem like I'm doing it to hurt him, as I'm really not, and I don't want to upset him unecessarily..! But which means he couldn't have time to stop me moving?
If he did go to court for access...how much does that usually cost, for him? And for me? And what are the odds that it would go in his favour given the situation? He would want 50/50 I think and unsupervised. Even though not best for DD...she is only 2.5. He has a history of DV with me which I did report to Womens Aid but not the police. he was verbally abusive to me whilst I was pregnant and in front of DD when she was born too. I can't bear to have to be forced to stay in London, and hand her over to him knowing he cannot handle her tantrums and cannot behave appropriately with her and is volatile, possibly on drugs and grappling with mental illness & poor temper control. I can't do it !
He is very good at being a "fun Dad" and playing with her and of course she loves him, but he is volatile and can't seem to control his temper and I can't trust him. Now it has extended to DD I am done with tip toeing around his feelings and trying to make everything ok for him. I need to do what's best for my DD and my quality of life too.
Any advice please ? Thank you in advance.
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DD's Dad currently has no unsupervised access - SS agrees. I want to move to be nearer my fam for support. Can I ?
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NancyPiecrust · 30/11/2016 22:56
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