I'm lost, I don't know who I am.
Most males and females grow out of these after their teens right? I'm 21 and I've felt disgusted in myself since I can remember.
I feel sad about myself, voices in my head tell me I wont achieve anything, I have to avoid the mirror when I undress which is hard in the bathroom with our wall stretch mirror, when I feel sad I tell myself that I will eat healthily etc but find myself skipping meals, I eat a cup of porridge in the morning then skip lunch and by the time i finish work I convince myself I'm hungry and I binge. I eat until I physically cant eat any more and I'm tired of it. The voice in my head tells me that no one will want to be friends with such a fat ugly person, no one will want to love me.
I don't know what to do, I don't know what's wrong with me. But i do know that I need help. Someone, please, help me :'(
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Eating disorders
I can't control it any more.
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Libby456 · 10/02/2015 20:05
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