I've been in a long-term relationship for 30 years and we have a dd, 13. A while ago I found proof of his infidelity and the relationship is now well and truly over. I know the idea of a "common law" wife is a myth, but I do not want to make a move until I am sure about where I stand financially. I'm also still very angry/bitter and I don't want my judgement to be affected by my state of mind. At the moment I'm still living in the family home, which belongs to him. I don't know how much longer I can stand this, so I want to be prepared for when I make the move. He is leaving everything up to me, and is so detached that he is very difficult to talk to. I've made enquiries about mediation and taken some tentative legal advice. I need to move on, but can't seem to get my head around things at the moment. I also feel he's been taking the piss and I don't want to sell myself (or my daughter) short.
Basically, I gave up my job when dd was born. Had I kept the job, I would have been earning around 40k plus pension (education sector). I rented out my house, moved into his and, with the income, plus bits and pieces of casual work, financed myself and dd whilst he paid most of the household bills. It seemed fair at the time. He was earning around 70k in a job which he lost about 4 years ago, and spent his 50k redundancy package on a business, which is now breaking even.
He now earns about 40-50k on a self-employed basis. He also has a decent public sector pension. The home is worth about 340k, with about 150k in equity. I now own my own house outright. This is worth around 170k, but not readily sellable as it needs work.
He's assuming that I will take dd and move back into my old place, with no further hassle to him. Dd is now old enough not to need so much childcare, but, at 55, I've now woken up to the fact that my employment prospects are not great (I've been working on this) and that I will lose a hefty chunk of my current income if I do this. I have the option of selling the house (which is a tiny terrace in a nice area ideal for dd's school) and buy somewhere outside the area outright and have something left over for emergencies. This would mean taking dd out of the area, away from her friends and school catchment.
So I'm not sure what to do for the best. I'm taking meds for mild depression and having cbt. At the moment I can't seem to separate my anger towards dp from the facts. I don't want to be grabby or dramatic. I want a fair solution but don't want to sell myself short either (I also appreciate that my situation is far from dire).
Any thoughts, O wise ones?
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Unmarried in Long Term relationship: any advice about moving on?
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notsogoldenoldie · 29/03/2015 11:38
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