Mine and my fiance of 7 years relationship has been on the rocks these past couple of months after he seemed to get a taste of what he had when he was younger and atarted going to the pub all the timebafter work and eventually would stay out. 3 weeks ago he didnt come home one night and the next day told me he had 'went' with another girk but not slept with her. He came back and I have been desperately trying to sort things out but him however has slowly went from working it out to saying he doesnt feel like it can be fixed as too mich as happened. For the past 3 weeks he has been staying in the house but he doesnt want to even cuddle me. Over the past week he has said he feels wrong touching me because he doesnt want to hurt me anymore. Last night he didnt come home abd didnt contact me. Got hold of him todat while he was at work and he says hes coning home tonight but has been to see about getting his own private let.
I am devastated. No matter what he does I cant hate him. I am ill, cant eat, sleep or pick myself up. I cant see past a future without him. I have no social life just my family round me. The thought of it being the same stuff day after day.. getting up and hoping for bedtime to come soon then waking up and the process starts again. I cant see how I will ever get over this. I wosh I could feel like just me and my boy is enough but I cant and I geel.dreadfull for it. I feel like ive let my son down. Please tell me this gets easier?
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modifiedmother · 19/09/2014 20:45
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