keep your fingers crossed for me please, cons appt in the morning, been waiting since march for this. better be worth it!

hope everyone else is well.

xx

thell still no af and no bfp either cd 37!!! had one more tiny bit of blood stained cm today (tmi sorry)

what the hell is going on?

didnt make it to the docs, dp andc all have flu so have been playin nurse all week.

gosh - fingers crossed for you J1MP.
x x x

congrats mrsbeth

well day 34 here still no af. never had a cycle over 30 days before. of course i have peed on many sticks over the weekend. thought i had a faint bfp within the time but it disappeared after 5 min. and then had another that was bfn until i fished it out the bin the day after when it was a def bfp.

had one very light bleed day 21 that lasted no more than 5 minutes.

off to the gp's tomorrow AGAIN! i will have my own chair in the waiting room soon.

MrsBeth, glad everything's looking good.

Ooh, I'd better change my name back to normal!

Hi all
I had my 12 week scan yesterday and so far so good! Next appt is on 25th Nov with consultant.
I changed my name from maisieboo because that's one of the names I called the cat, decided I needed something a bit more grown up.
xxx

hello all, it's shyla here.

fancied a name change. being named after my dog was gettin slightly weird!

glad all is well with you mom 15weeks already. it goes so quick.

im all over the place at the moment. have had a bit of random mid-cyle bleeding this month. have totally convinced myself it's implantation bleeding of course!

dp would kill me if i got pg before seeing the cons. i have prmised to give myself a break for a while. the last mc really took its toll on me physically.

thell really wish i lived near you so you could practise your massage techniques on me. i have fractured my cocyx and having to sit in odd positions is playing havoc with my back.

anyway, onwards and upwards! only 4 weeks til cons appt. not hat i'm counting or anything! x

Hey, MDG, glad to hear you are doing well
The sickness is grim, but sounds like you are upbeat too...and it's all worth it in the end

Still waiting to ov this month - it's gonna be another long one after I disrupted last month with my exciting music project! But I am remaining stoic and concentrating on the massage course and bimbling along. Half term already!

Hello All,
How is everyone? Shyla - hope you get to see your consultant soon and they stop messing you about.

Fingers crossed for anyone still waiting to test this month, have I missed any BFP's???

Sorry I have been so absent - between work and DS I really do not know where the time goes - I assume that I am now filling it with eating and sleeping!!

Am 15 weeks this week, so far, so good! Still pretty sick, am still working 12 hr night shifts and they seem to be aggravating it. Am also knackered but can't really complain!!

So, what is everyone else up to????

you probably should give up, then you will almost certainly catch

well had to go and see gp on thurs, while there i asked if she could check on the results of the blood tests i had done while in hospital for d&c recently.

she managed to find them and i am really peed off to find there is nothing wrong with me! i really had hoped it would be a clotting issue (i have had other health issue's that pointed to this) i just want some bloody answers.

i know there are still lots of tests to be done but i just do not want to wait anymore.

i want a baby and i want one now!!

i have visions of having an appointment with my cons where he tells me 'all is well with you mr & mrs shyla, the 4 mc you have had have more than likely been bad luck' and me having a huge tantrum and rolling around on the floor kicking and screaming. it's all so bloody unfair.

rant over for now. i'm just so worn down by it all.