Or rather lack of, things you hate about ttc/ftc

[OracleInaCoracle]

i hate spending a fortune on hpt's. i even test after my period.

i hate being able to reel off my cycle.

i hate sitting with dh and planning our diet/circling "key" days.

[thequietone]

I just hate the sheer lack of spontenaity of it all.

[nomoremagnolia]

((lissie))

[OracleInaCoracle]

ah, im just feeling really pissed orf today. ds asked for a baby again today. its something like the 5th time this week.

[nomoremagnolia]

poor you and poor DS, he doesn't realise what he's doing to you does he?

[OracleInaCoracle]

no, hes nearly 4 and we have been ttc for 3.5y now. all of his friends have siblings and he told me that he's lonely

[Issy42]

((lissielou))

[nomoremagnolia]

bless him. out of the mouths of babes eh?

[OracleInaCoracle]

i know. it breaks my heart. he even put "a baby" on his xmas list.

[nomoremagnolia]

aww he's breaking my heart for you. i remeber my mum being really upset when i was upset about ftc because (as she saw it) her 'job' as my mum was to look after me and i was so upset and there was nothing she could do to make it better and that was her hardest 'mum' moment. that probably doesn't make sense, but you're not alone

[nomoremagnolia]

I've had 'a baby' on my xmas list for the past 4 xmases too

[OracleInaCoracle]

oh nomore gp has suggested we should stop trying now too, which has really hurt.

[nomoremagnolia]

why?

[OracleInaCoracle]

because the mc's are making my depression worse and my bones are in a pretty bad way. cant keep putting my body through it.

[nomoremagnolia]

oh lissie you poor thing - how awful for you