I just can't cope with this crap anymore af gone awol again

[lostittoday]

ttc 2nd dc for 10 months with no luck and I am getting really worried.
I have had nothing but irregular cycles ranging from 23 days up to 62 days.
I am now currently on cd 54 and sign of af.
I am going out of my head wondering why my cycles are like this and not knowing if I will ever get pregnant.
Is anybody else ttc and having this problem with their cycle because I hate it.
I am so worried that my ovaries have packed up and I am going into premature menopause.
I am having problems coping with my feelings worrying that my ds is destined to end up an only etc.

[BreeVanDerCampLGJ]

If he ends up flying solo..............so what.

[shoptilidrop]

i know how you feel, i came off the pill 10 months ago and have only had 1 af. I so /badly want another baby. Its very very frustrating. Have you been to the doctors?

Bree, thats a little harsh, i feel.

[AttilaTheMeerkat]

Lostit

Am sorry you feel like this.

I seem to recall your next appointment with the cons is soon isn't it?.

From my previous writings with you, to me it seems that the thyroid imbalance is behind all this. There are two main causes for hormonal imbalances like this; these are thyroid imbalance and polycystic ovaries.

[lostittoday]

Attila yes I know what you are saying but on my last check my tsh was within normal range.
Can an underactive thyroid still cause problems with cycle even if its now controlled.
Sorry I'm so confused as to whats causing such irregular cycles, I am convinced its menopause.
I have to be honest I have been having some problems of late with dizziness, weakness, etc in limbs, and some hot flushing.
I'm really not sure what is going on.