I've got a cystocele from last birth (part of bladder wall collapsed down into vagina). At the moment (28 weeks preg) it's achy and sore rather than actually painful, and my GP reckons that's how it'll stay - it shouldn't get actually painful during pregnancy. Well, initially she said it would get better at my baby got bigger and pressed more outwards and less downwards, but that doesn't seem to be happening, it's getting worse.
Anyway, I can live with it, although I'm not supposed to lift and to sit down as much as possible, in order to reduce the chance of damaging the tissue further while I'm pg. Which is ... challenging with a toddler.
But I've got really scared about what'll happen in labour. It hurts worse if I squat or part my legs, and especially if I bear down. I'm worried that it'll hurt a lot in labour, especially second stage. And that my fear of that pain will inhibit my labour (I'm a bit of a Sheila Kitzinger fan and do think that your mental state makes a huge difference). And I'm worried that I'll do more damage through the pushing (which is what did the damage last time, I'm pretty sure - 3 hr second stage with rather feeble contractions because I was absolutely exhausted after long first stage). And that my fear of doing more damage will make the labour go badly (as above on Kitzinger-ish grounds).
I'm not (particularly) scared of the 'normal' pain of labour, which I felt I coped with really well last time. I think because I knew it was part of things happening normally and it was purposeful pain and part of my body doing what it was supposed to do. But I'm really scared of the idea of the pain from my cystocele because it's pain from something being wrong and damaged and probably getting even more damaged (I know I can have a repair op afterwards, but not for a while). If that makes sense.
Any words of wisdom or similar experiences or info very welcome.
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Scared of doing futher damage
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Lovage · 15/07/2008 21:40
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