I EBF my first DD until 6 months and continued feeding until she was a year old. I'm a very strong advocate of breastfeeding.
DD2 was born 3 weeks ago and feeding has been a nightmare from start to finish. She cluster fed (attached constantly) for the first 36 hours. She would only sleep with a nipple in her mouth. On day 8 I went to the walk in centre as I was pretty sure I had mastitis, and was blue lighted to hospital with sepsis that in had developed as a result of severe mastitis. Spent 3 days in hospital on IV antibiotics. I kept DD with me in hospital and EBF through it.
But... I think I'm done. I'm absolutely petrified of another infection. DD1 is 20 months old and is really struggling with me spending so much of my day attached to the sofa feeding. I'm drained and exhausted and have had no chance to recover from the sepsis as I've been feeding at least every 2 hourly day and night. DD has been diagnosed with reflux. The midwife and GP think I have PTSD/PND as a result of the illness. But I feel so guilty that I fed my first for a year and can't manage a month with my second.
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WorldsBiggestGrotbag · 30/07/2015 13:53
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